As you can see ''Miss Let it go'' I have alot of time on my hands. It must be because I withdrew from all of those other committees I spoke of previously. I sit here reading the web, writing furious little notes in the margins, conjuring up all sorts of ideas and thoughts while I ponder just who you might be. While mildly entertaining, thinking of you is not why I am writing now. Well not directly.

I am writing because I have something important for me to say.

You and a few other anonymous others keep saying that I should not embarass myself further. That I should, in your words, ''Let it go.''

(I love this next phrase I am about to use, so get ready!)

Let me make this perfectly clear.

I am not ashamed.

I am not embarassed about anything that I have done.

I am not hiding from anyone and I most certainly am not going to let it go as far as this entire CVS/North Shore debacle goes.

Stop and think.

It was not me who secretly convened secret board meetings behind the scenes which resulted in ficticious charges being written about me and put into a letter signed by five acting board members delivered to my front porch by Greg Burton on a Sunday night about 10:00 P.M. less than twenty hours before a scheduled board meeting at which I was to be ganged up on and thrown out of North Shore. T'was not me! I have'nt been doing things like that. You and your Stop CVS'ers have.

But alas I get ahead of myself. That is a future posting (the de facto board issue that is) and I don't want to say anymore about it now. Have to save something for later. Have been awfully chatty today.

But in closing, you are mistaken. I am not ashamed, embarassed or tired. I am just getting started. There is soooo much that needs to be said, and yes dear I want to be the one to say it.

Besides, I don't think its ''Let it go'', I thing the correct words are ''Let it Be.''

Chow for now.

By Steven D. Lange